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im alive but im dead, awake but asleep
- Sep 14, 2023
- 32
Everything is getting worse. I made myself relapse into my eating disorder and almost my self harm addiction. No one's suspecting anything from me since I've been "getting better", so how much Risperidone, Aripiprazole and Prozac would it take to kill me combined? I might also add vodka and different pills from around the house, maybe even get high before doing it so at least I'm not sober.