Overcoming si

[Swedish Equality]

Since partial is hard for me i want to try jumping. There is not enough tall buildings in my area , but I'm planning to spend my last money on hotel room. I've tried jumping 3 years ago and si was too heavy...
Is it worth losing money? And how to overcome SI? Is alcohol helpful?

 

[one4all]

Is it worth losing money? And how to overcome SI? Is alcohol helpful?

Interesting questions. I don't really have an answer for any of them. As i am not in your shoes. Overcoming SI is a beatch. Alcohol may or may not help. It could just make things worse though.
There may be a few things to consider though.
1) How many floors up would you be.
2) If you back out and have no money left, what will you do?
3) If you get drunk and pass out before jumping.. what will you do?
4) If you do jump from a hotel room. How many people will you possible traumatize from seeing it?

 

[Swedish Equality]

Interesting questions. I don't really have an answer for any of them. As i am not in your shoes. Overcoming SI is a beatch. Alcohol may or may not help. It could just make things worse though.
There may be a few things to consider though.
1) How many floors up would you be.
2) If you back out and have no money left, what will you do?
3) If you get drunk and pass out before jumping.. what will you do?
4) If you do jump from a hotel room. How many people will you possible traumatize from seeing it?

1. 7-10
2. Partial is hard , but could try again... Maybe a train , or even stabbing... It's hard to find effective way to ctb that won't trigger si . In my situation everything will become worse of i won't ctb in a few months.
3. I'm thinking about alcohol as a way to overcome si. It's surely will make me more confident . If it will make something worse... I must try again
4. Maybe nighttime is better , so ppl will call an ambulance later. Si is easier to overcome on impulse , so of I'll do it at a day time... A dead body , who cares? They're ignoring everything that led to suicide , and scared of dead bodies? It won't make them suffer , I'm sure

 

[Jessamine]

1. 7-10
2. Partial is hard , but could try again... Maybe a train , or even stabbing... It's hard to find effective way to ctb that won't trigger si . In my situation everything will become worse of i won't ctb in a few months.
3. I'm thinking about alcohol as a way to overcome si. It's surely will make me more confident . If it will make something worse... I must try again
4. Maybe nighttime is better , so ppl will call an ambulance later. Si is easier to overcome on impulse , so of I'll do it at a day time... A dead body , who cares? They're ignoring everything that led to suicide , and scared of dead bodies? It won't make them suffer , I'm sure

Valium might be better than alcohol for overcoming SI. That's only what I've been told though.

 

[one4all]

1. 7-10
2. Partial is hard , but could try again... Maybe a train , or even stabbing... It's hard to find effective way to ctb that won't trigger si . In my situation everything will become worse of i won't ctb in a few months.
3. I'm thinking about alcohol as a way to overcome si. It's surely will make me more confident . If it will make something worse... I must try again
4. Maybe nighttime is better , so ppl will call an ambulance later. Si is easier to overcome on impulse , so of I'll do it at a day time... A dead body , who cares? They're ignoring everything that led to suicide , and scared of dead bodies? It won't make them suffer , I'm sure

1) 7-10 sounds like possible injuring yourself, unless you hit head first.
2) Have you checked out the resource page on here?
3) That is up to you. I have no idea about your bodies tolerance for alcohol and how it affects you.
4) Either way someone will find you (not meaning police or ambulance) and it could be very upsetting for them.

Valium might be better than alcohol for overcoming SI. That's only what I've been told though.

True. Now we have to see if the OP has access to that.

 

[Swedish Equality]

1) 7-10 sounds like possible injuring yourself, unless you hit head first.
2) Have you checked out the resource page on here?
3) That is up to you. I have no idea about your bodies tolerance for alcohol and how it affects you.
4) Either way someone will find you (not meaning police or ambulance) and it could be very upsetting for them.


True. Now we have to see if the OP has access to that.

Hmm, i have largigan... Must not be effective , have no access to anything else.
1 what's the proper floor to jump? 10 is not good enough?
2. Yes. The problem is access or low lethality of others methods.

 

[one4all]

Hmm, i have largigan... Must not be effective , have no access to anything else.
1 what's the proper floor to jump? 10 is not good enough?
2. Yes. The problem is access or low lethality of others methods.

1) I would do a search for "jumping heights" to answer that question.

 

[Indieblue]

If your mind is set on it make sure there is no car or tree down there. i read an artical about a lad who is survived by a tree and he jumped from 17 floors if my memory is correct.