Outside vent !

[Little Mook]

Drugging myself up slowly during the day. Doing things over and over and over again so I can attempt at feeling comfortable, which I don't. Waiting till it's dark. And I still can't fucking leave the house. There is no use in life like this.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Drugging myself up slowly during the day. Doing things over and over and over again so I can attempt at feeling comfortable, which I don't. Waiting till it's dark. And I still can't fucking leave the house. There is no use in life like this.

What are you depressed about and have you ever thought about seeing a shrink and therapist at the same time?

 

[Little Mook]

I've had treatment from the best Psychiatrist in the U.K. who specialises in what I've been diagnosed with, which is BDD . Social phobia , anxiety and depression all stemming from that. Had numerous other therapists / therapies including hypnotherapy. Lots of different meds.
My brain, perception, the way I feel , what I see ?! It's just set a certain way and apparently it's not the right way. I constantly try to fight and I constantly get bitch slapped back into anguish. You can't build much of anything when that happens .