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JassieDusk

JassieDusk

To exist is to stand within reach of suffering
Oct 5, 2025
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Many of us who received SN think "and now what?". Making a list of things about what we want to do before we go can be helpful, as well as keeping in mind that our deaths shouldn't be rushed. I have time. We all have time until we're sure we're ready.

1. Visit my parents and little sibling, spend time with them.
2. Write letters to my partner, friends and family explaining there's nothing they could've done to keep me here. It's my suffering, not theirs. Therefore it's my decision if I want to continue with it or not.
3. Work for a while to earn money to spend my last days comfortably.
4. Delete all data from my electronics.
5. Make my last few days as comfortable as possible, grieving the life I once dreamed about living. Being comfortable with my decision. Letting go.
6. Book a hotel to not traumatize my roommate.
7. Entering the oblivion without any regrets or second thoughts.
 
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