Help Opinions on my ctb plan

[Nobbo]

I'm planning on ctb, I was planning on snorting a lot of heroin I have (2g) in a forest and drink a bunch of alcohol. Then I will slit my wrists, because I tried before but my SI and pain kicked in so I wasn't able to. That's why alcohol and heroin to numb the pain

 

[Notabadguy]

I'm planning on ctb, I was planning on snorting a lot of heroin I have (2g) in a forest and drink a bunch of alcohol. Then I will slit my wrists, because I tried before but my SI and pain kicked in so I wasn't able to. That's why alcohol and heroin to numb the pain

Please DON'T DO THAT. Don't cut your wrists, you won't die, you'll only get disabled (see AllHopeLost, if you want).

On the other hand, it's unlikey that you die for heroine OD.

 

[mothdust9]

I'm planning on ctb, I was planning on snorting a lot of heroin I have (2g) in a forest and drink a bunch of alcohol. Then I will slit my wrists, because I tried before but my SI and pain kicked in so I wasn't able to. That's why alcohol and heroin to numb the pain

I can't speak to the heroin and alcohol, but I would advise against trying to slit your wrists. The statistics indicate that it won't be successful and may leave you with permanent problems. I used to be a cutter and one day I cut down my arm more forcefully than I intended with a blade that was sharper than I realized. I was not suicidal at the time. I had went really deep and was bleeding out quickly. I was able to call 911 on my cell and after they got there they took me to the ER and said I had been just a mm from a major artery. I got a bunch of stitches and ended up with nerve problems in that arm. It was an unpleasant experience and would have been a scary way to go.

 

[Nobbo]

I can't speak to the heroin and alcohol, but I would advise against trying to slit your wrists. The statistics indicate that it won't be successful and may leave you with permanent problems. I used to be a cutter and one day I cut down my arm more forcefully than I intended with a blade that was sharper than I realized. I was not suicidal at the time. I had went really deep and was bleeding out quickly. I was able to call 911 on my cell and after they got there they took me to the ER and said I had been just a mm from a major artery. I got a bunch of stitches and ended up with nerve problems in that arm. It was an unpleasant experience and would have been a scary way to go.

But that's why I have the heroin so it won't be unpleasant and I won't be calling 911. I'll just pass out cause of the blood loss and heroin right?

 

[mothdust9]

I don't have any experience with heroin, so I'm not sure, but another member may be able to help you with that info. As far as cutting your wrists goes, people can still survive pretty copious amounts of blood loss and if you did survive for some unforseen reason you might lose the use of that arm and have horrible nerve pain. I've seen the statistic(on All Hope Lost) on the odds of actually dying from cutting your wrists and it's abysmally low.

 

[FireFox]

I'm planning on ctb, I was planning on snorting a lot of heroin I have (2g) in a forest and drink a bunch of alcohol. Then I will slit my wrists, because I tried before but my SI and pain kicked in so I wasn't able to. That's why alcohol and heroin to numb the pain

Whoah easy what has happened?

Where do you live ?

There is a lockdown in many countries and there is police everywhere.
If they catch you it is not good

 

[Nobbo]

Whoah easy what has happened?

Where do you live ?

There is a lockdown in many countries and there is police everywhere.
If they catch you it is not good

I'm the netherlands, they are very easy here. People still go to parks and stuff, just not together in groups

 

[FireFox]

I'm the netherlands, they are very easy here. People still go to parks and stuff, just not together in groups

Netherlands is a beautiful country. I would love to go there one way.
Why do want to catch the bus? What has happened?
The netherlands has euthanaia . I read lots of stories with people with mental health problems being allowed euthania.

 

[AcornUnderground]

In my town, yesterday, a friend was at a traffic light and a guy walked across this busy street and halfway across, slit his neck with a box cutter. Unreal.

 

[Nobbo]

Netherlands is a beautiful country. I would love to go there one way.
Why do want to catch the bus? What has happened?
The netherlands has euthanaia . I read lots of stories with people with mental health problems being allowed euthania.

Sadly euthanasia only works if they have determined that there is no treatment or any chance of getting better. I've been diagnosed with a major depression and I'm 20 years old. Therefore they believe that it can be "fixed" and that I can get better so euthanasia is sadly not an option. (I've requested it a couple times)

 

[Deathcabforugly]

Can you shoot the 2 grams oh heroin? That might do it if you aren't found for a long while

 

[FireFox]

Sadly euthanasia only works if they have determined that there is no treatment or any chance of getting better. I've been diagnosed with a major depression and I'm 20 years old. Therefore they believe that it can be "fixed" and that I can get better so euthanasia is sadly not an option. (I've requested it a couple times)

I am 22 and was diagonised with major depression at 21.
Why do want to catch the bus

 

[Nobbo]

Can you shoot the 2 grams oh heroin? That might do it if you aren't found for a long while

Problem is that I live at home with my parents so ordering the needle etc would be difficult.

 

[Deathcabforugly]

I gotcha. Yeah for 2 grams you would need something like maybe a 5 ml syringe

 

[Nobbo]

I gotcha. Yeah for 2 grams you would need something like maybe a 5 ml syringe

Or snort a bunch then slit wrists? Wouldn't be painful cause of the heroin? N I'd pass out right?

I am 22 and was diagonised with major depression at 21.
Why do want to catch the bus

All started with me screwing up a relationship and living is just too painful for me. It's my time to go, waking up everyday is just so painful. Idont think I need to explain too much how I feel, I think you understand:)

 

[FireFox]

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Or snort a bunch then slit wrists? Wouldn't be painful cause of the heroin? N I'd pass out right?

All started with me screwing up a relationship and living is just too painful for me. It's my time to go, waking up everyday is just so painful. Idont think I need to explain too much how I feel, I think you understand:)

I like your avator picture. It is really cute and i mean it.
A relationship? No person is worth ctb for . I know there is more in your life that has gone wrong.

Everyday when i wake up i feel confused and i dont belong here in this world. I just want to leave .

 

[Nobbo]

Thank you! That's a puppy I got to try and help me with the depression. Sadly not even the cutest puppy can help me:( I just want to sleep and not wake up, just not sure how I want to ctb. Already tried OD and stood at train stations ready to jump but my SI just keeps kicking in