Discussion Opinions on live streamed ctbs

[Gloomislost]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

 

[Linda]

Personally I don't like the idea, but that's just me. I doubt that you would shock anyone, because the kinds of people who might be shocked are not the kinds of people who would watch such a thing. The only reason I can think of for videoing your own ctb is if you are sending it to someone who has offered to be there with you (virtually) as you go. Some people might find having that sort of company helpful.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I just want to be forgotten about instead, I want to die in peace far away from this dreadful and cruel human species.

 

[mortuarymary]

No way. How awful.

 

[turbomightbegone]

I've actually had to deal with a live cbt. my (now ex) partner was harassed and told to do a live cbt by some people on the internet,, she almost did so but ended up stepping down last minute,, the amount of relief I felt when I heard the news completely consumed me

live cbt fucking hurts other people. traumatising others before u go is a pretty monstrous act,, plus people would prob get off to ur stream. there's also the possibility that you'd be tracked and found if your stream reveals ur location

^ keep in mind this is my own personal opinion, I suggest not to stream cbt publicly especially if you have loved ones, it fucking ruins them (from my own experience)

 

[dogbreath]

I def wanna film my death or livestream it at least,,,I feel like a ghost, I feel so lonely and I feel like the only way to be seen is by dying...like I know it can be traumatizing for others but like.... seeing how people react to Rorochan's and Ronnie McNutt's death and seeing them be remembered and talked about online is what makes livestreaming appealing....i mean whether or not ur gonna livestream ur own death ur still gonna hurt ppl by dying so it doesnt rlly matter that much,,just my opinion though and just a thought

 

[UKscotty]

Personally I don't get all the recent craze of people streaming their suicides.

I have seen a few but the novelty wore off years ago.

I think maybe people are taking comfort in not being alone in the final moments.

However, a lot of the streams end up on the well known death sites. Also see them passed around on telegram and tiktok too. Definitely not good for anyone left behind.

Also, a lot of people watching are not really suicidal anyway, they moan all life sucks but don't ctb themselves, mostly reddit and 4chan trolls encourages others to go but won't do it themselves.

Avoid.

 

[cold_severance]

fine by me. as you said its a way to say "fuck you" to everyone. theres plenty of those vids without suicide. i wouldnt do it myself though as a way to say my own "fuck you".

 

[CannabisMuncher]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

Personally, I wouldnt enjoy watching one because i dont find that sickly entertaining. Im not against people doing it though, infact Ive fantasized doing that myself, because i want all the people who hurt me in my life to see me kill myself. I dont know if that is morbid or sick or not, but i love the idea of the assholes who caused it to happen to see the consequences of their actions live. Imagining the horror on their faces, the regret, the possible happiness some of those freaks might have, gives me joy.
like vegence in a way.
I want those people to be traumatized

 

[ijustwishtodie]

No, I wouldn't live stream it. The only exception would be if I was offered N but the twist is that I have to live stream me taking it. In that case I'd live stream.

Also, your suicide won't send the message "fuck you world" to society. You could only make your suicide give society a message like that if you're a minor but, if you're an adult, then don't expect society to even care beyond their natural human reactions to witnessing a death. Society only really tend to care about minors killing themselves and don't even bother much with adults killing themselves. Though of course society will stop as much people from killing themselves irrespective of whether they're a minor or an adult which is just cognitive dissonance (something that pro lifers have a lot of)

 

[steppingoff]

Yes, I will be live-streaming - and have it all planned.

Choosing to livestream your death is not any different than choosing your method. It is part of your method.

I understand how people want to avoid watching it live or recorded. But that is their choice; streaming is my choice, and it resonates with me.

I have had people DM me wanting to be there, and some of them will get the links when the time comes

 

[diy-event]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

Yes I do and I plan to do it that way
Not a broadcast to a wide audience but to a group of maybe 10 witnesses who are willing to accompany and calm my nerves as I end my life

I def wanna film my death or livestream it at least,,,I feel like a ghost, I feel so lonely and I feel like the only way to be seen is by dying...like I know it can be traumatizing for others but like.... seeing how people react to Rorochan's and Ronnie McNutt's death and seeing them be remembered and talked about online is what makes livestreaming appealing....i mean whether or not ur gonna livestream ur own death ur still gonna hurt ppl by dying so it doesnt rlly matter that much,,just my opinion though and just a thought

I am glad some people do consider it an option. It's a choice like any others we need to respect. You don't have to understand why, just respect their choice.

 

[JustHere1]

I only support the act of live streaming CTB if it's for personal support or educational methods for those planning CTB. I personally could not go through with livestreaming though I do have my own support.

 

[zilk]

I could never livestream it; the thought that it may end up on a shock site baffles me. Therefore, I find those who are able to livestream incredibly brave.

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

i'd never do it, but i browse the shock sites and look at those videos to get myself used to it before i go and try something.

 

[Malfunction]

I would likely not do that. To me, it's a personal event. I can understand not wanting to be alone however.

 

[diy-event]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

I think about it. But I'd rather live stream to people who are acting as witnesses.

 

[sad.lgbtq]

I would 100% stream it.

Only thing holding me back is knowing no one would watch haha. How sad would that be !!!

There's a lot of reasons why I would and only one I can think of not too, and thats family.

 

[ma0]

Well that depends, do you want your death to be used in bait and switch videos, traumatizing people while pleasuring the viewers on WPD?

Personally, I just want to reflect in my final few moments under the ocean in utter loneliness. Gives me time to think.

 

[JesiBel]

No, I will never livestream my suicide.

I am a reserved person to the very end. Even now that I am alive, I do not have any videos about myself.

If the video would be used as "study" material for people interested in the method, I might think about it... But there are more deranged people enjoying and making fun of the suffering of others, so no.

 

[Username1359751]

Gross.

 

[Anonymousa]

If I could live stream to my family without them being able to stop me I would. They deserve to be traumatized for creating and trapping me and preventing me from killing myself. Otherwise I would only live stream it for others to help them when they choose the method I am using.

 

[smallsupernova]

I wouldn't do it, I want to be forgotten, I couldn't be in peace knowing people could see me in such a vulnerable state

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

I wouldn't do it, I want to be forgotten, I couldn't be in peace knowing people could see me in such a vulnerable state

Yeah, I guess you are right, me neither.

 

[TANETS]

Not a fan and would never do it. It's not a "fuck you world" but just supplying freaks on the internet with gore.

 

[rllysuper]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

No... I don't want to place blame on others. When I CTB, I want it to be a moment that only I am there to experience.

 

[slinkey10]

How do you feel about people livestreaming , filing, etc, their ctb? Would you ever do it?
Sometimes I think about doing that because I want to shock people and basically say "fuck you world!"

Im the opposite , just want to disappear silently. Only time ive thought about agressive ways of CTB, so ppl know, i remind myself im doing it for the wrong reasons.

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

Not a fan and would never do it. It's not a "fuck you world" but just supplying freaks on the internet with gore.

Exactly.

 

[zerocontrol]

I sometimes daydream about recording myself blowing my brains out with a shotgun, in slow-motion. Unfortunately I have neither a shotgun or a slow-motion camera.

 

[diy-event]

It's a choice, just like a method you choose. If it has meaning to you - even if you don't know why - it's valid, I plan to go out with people watching on a Zoom-type call. The only think I say is don't do it on a channel that has children watching, A more gore or adult channel is safer for others,