LibertyRevolutionary

LibertyRevolutionary

Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
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Hello everyone this is my first post. I live somewhere in the Balkans (I don't want to disclose my exact location due to paranoia and due to the fact that my family and friends are already worried due to previous failed attempts. I don't want them to find about them through here.) and I am thinking about overdosing on Olanzapine/Zyprexa (it's an anti-psychotic) in order to win my freedom from this world.

I have about 1,100 mg available and the lethal dosage is at about 500mg from what I've read. Besides, thanks to lax laws in my country and to the fact that the pharmacist is an acquaintance of mine, I can get as much as I want without arousing suspicion. My question is a tad silly, but how do you OD in order to maximize the chance to catch the bus? Any other tips are welcome.
Thank you very much in advance for your responses!
 
skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
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Any attempt at OD needs antiemetics, and I'd say also alcohol
 
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Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
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Hmm can you please give me the names of some of these anti - emetics? Also do I need a doctors prescription for them or can I buy them freely? Also if you could pinpoint me to more detailed instructions about overdosing (I've read some of the resources and tried doing some independent research but couldn't find much) I'd be eternally grateful!
 
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Slayer

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Sep 13, 2018
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You better research that method, I don't think it's painless and it has plenty of potential to go wrong.
 
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Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
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Thank you both for your valuable input! Could you perhaps pinpoint me to some valuable resources? It'd be tremendously helpful!
 
Slayer

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Sep 13, 2018
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You might consider this:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

Getting anti emetics without prescription should not be a problem for you (metoclopramide). Or you might consider heroin overdose if you can get some pure stuff.
 
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Kogoruhn

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May 20, 2018
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Olanzapine is also an antiemetic, but i doubt about its effectiveness
 
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LibertyRevolutionary

Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
32
You guys are awesome! Thank you very much! I hope that soon I will be free!
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
Hello everyone this is my first post. I live somewhere in the Balkans (I don't want to disclose my exact location due to paranoia and due to the fact that my family and friends are already worried due to previous failed attempts. I don't want them to find about them through here.) and I am thinking about overdosing on Olanzapine/Zyprexa (it's an anti-psychotic) in order to win my freedom from this world.

I have about 1,100 mg available and the lethal dosage is at about 500mg from what I've read. Besides, thanks to lax laws in my country and to the fact that the pharmacist is an acquaintance of mine, I can get as much as I want without arousing suspicion. My question is a tad silly, but how do you OD in order to maximize the chance to catch the bus? Any other tips are welcome.
Thank you very much in advance for your responses!
I had a bunch of zyprexa too. It's just going to kill you slowly with all the side effects. Just take enough to compensate for your bum. I think it'll make you so groggy and lethargic that you won't throw it up. That's a lot of pills so maybe take ten at a time.
 
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Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
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I had a bunch of zyprexa too. It's just going to kill you slowly with all the side effects. Just take enough to compensate for your bum. I think it'll make you so groggy and lethargic that you won't throw it up. That's a lot of pills so maybe take ten at a time.
How much time is it going to take for me to catch the bus? And what are the side effects? I've read that the overdose causes some kind of neural condition.
Also, how should the time intervals for taking the pills be divided? Is it advisable to down them with alcohol like a poster above advised?
Thanks a bunch in advance!
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
How much time is it going to take for me to catch the bus? And what are the side effects? I've read that the overdose causes some kind of neural condition.
Also, how should the time intervals for taking the pills be divided? Is it advisable to down them with alcohol like a poster above advised?
Thanks a bunch in advance!
Don't drink too much alcohol till you throw up. I would drink some alcohol to relax you before you go through with this. I was talking 20 mg zyprexa and it sedated you pretty quickly. Taking larger doses gives you a sort of high before you pass out. Zyprexa is chemically similar to clozaril which is much stronger and takes a lot less to kill you. Hopefully you pass out and die peacefully in your sleep which is what I think will happen. Personally I would get a little drunk and then just start consuming the zyprexa quickly because you will eventually pass out from it if you space it apart and won't be able to consume the full dose. I would take as much as you could get your hands on. Double and even triple the lethal dose to make sure you don't wake up. I'm sure those doses can cause long term organ damage if you survive.
 
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LibertyRevolutionary

Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
32
Thank you my friend!
In regards to my (hopefully final attempt) to liberate myself, I am going to rent a motel room for a day or two so that no one can find me and "save" me. Is this a good idea? Is there some special kind of motel/hotel that doesn't ask for id when you rent a room, or do I have to take my chances and just leave my smartphone at home so that the police can't find me?
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
My best advice would be to do it at the end of the day when you are tired and about to go to sleep. When I have taken Zyprexa during the day it has taken a lot longer to fall asleep. I would go with the motel room route if you don't want anyone to find you. Taking double and triple the lethal dose of something will definitely kill you. I don't think you will throw it up either because when I have taken more Zyprexa because it knocks you out for so long and I was trying to sleep for as long as possible I didn't feel in the least bit like I was going to throw it up. I wish I had the guts you do. At one point I had like 1500mg Zyprexa but just didn't have the guts to go through with it. I also don't want to die with psychiatric drugs that basically destroyed my health and life. I hope it all works out for you. I guess you have gotten to the point in your life where nothing else is helping. I am going to try surgery for my condition. If that fails then I don't have anymore options but death.
 
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LibertyRevolutionary

Breaking the chains of life one at a time
Sep 20, 2018
32
Thank you for your support, I hope everything works out for you as well in the end, no matter what the outcome!
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
I have been suffering with the same debilitating condition for almost two and a half years. Doctors will keep you in this never ending loop no matter how severe your problems are and no matter how bad your quality of life is. I have come to the point where I know that only surgery will fix me and don't know why it wasn't brought up earlier.
 
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