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Viafactorum
Tedious
- Jun 9, 2022
- 80
I have all the material needed for my ctb prepared. All the meds, and the main component SN has been procured and tested, everything as it should be. Yet I am still lingering in life because I feel some obligation to fulfill a few promises before ctb. I live in a constant state of anxiety and agony which I have to bottle up due to the fact that nobody around me "believes" in mental health issues(yes I am from one of those societies). Till recently I have successfully kept my thoughts bottled up and my destructive activities discreet, but I can't continue on like this.
What do you people think about keeping your promises before ctb? Is it worth anything? I can set things up in a way that my expiry won't affect the things that need to be done, I just want to take my exit already. Need some input on this.
What do you people think about keeping your promises before ctb? Is it worth anything? I can set things up in a way that my expiry won't affect the things that need to be done, I just want to take my exit already. Need some input on this.