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Jackblade

Jackblade

Student
Aug 9, 2018
197
I'm fucking scared I just received my sodium nitrite. Now I have all I need to ctb but I'm freaking out as fuck..
Damn I need to talk please.
I'm shaking
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
Everything will be alright. I have everything I need too (SN, antiemetics). When I first received my SN, and the time came to drink it, I was shaking too but I told myself peace awaits and that this is the last time I'll ever be in despair. I didn't go through with it because I didn't dissolve it correctly.
 
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Over n' Out

Over n' Out

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Aug 5, 2018
196
Got scales to weigh it out?
 
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Jackblade

Jackblade

Student
Aug 9, 2018
197
Guys I think this is really sodium nitrite 100% pure because I just smelled it and I'm a bit dizzy ! O_o
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
I'm going to take a whiff of my SN too, lol.
 
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Jackblade

Jackblade

Student
Aug 9, 2018
197
I dont know how to feel, happy and scared at the same time wtf..I'm becoming crazy
 
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Freesan

Student
Jul 3, 2018
101
@Jackblade

What precisely makes you freak out atm?
Fear of death?
Something else?

Everything will be alright. I have everything I need too (SN, antiemetics). When I first received my SN, and the time came to drink it, I was shaking too but I told myself peace awaits and that this is the last time I'll ever be in despair. I didn't go through with it because I didn't dissolve it correctly.
How do you dissolve it incorrectly?
 
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Gevatsu

Gevatsu

Weak
Jul 15, 2018
66
@Jackblade

What precisely makes you freak out atm?
Fear of death?
Something else?

How do you dissolve it incorrectly?
I didn't know what to do at the time. I just poured the SN in the glass (didn't stir it and didn't wait for it to dissolve).
 
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