Killia
キリア
- Sep 20, 2020
- 18
TLDR: planned CTB date was ages ago, failed due to an unexpected interruption and subsequent intervention. One of the only people I've ever talked to about these thoughts was my closest friend, but said friend has BPD and really came at my ankles today when I tried to talk about how miserable a past mistake had made me because they thought I was being a selfish cunt and didn't take their own feelings into mind. I'm just sick and tired of the cycle of borderline people and one of the only people that I could really talk to is turning into an unstable person in turn right before my eyes. I would give anything to get the materials I had back to CTB again, as they weren't easy to obtain.