M
Meowkin
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 183
I have great difficulty opening up to people. It's partly because I'm very sensitive to invalidation. There's an online crisis chat called imalive that I use whenever I need to be validated.
I find it sad that I get validation only from volunteers who are trained to validate. I sometimes think that I truly don't fit in this world when the only people who validate me are those who trained do so.
At the same time, I'm really glad they're there. I discovered the imalive chat relatively recently and life was truly unbearable before it.
I still think of suicide as the ideal way to go if I have no other choice. But since I'm still alive I'm really glad I have some way of being validated.
I find it sad that I get validation only from volunteers who are trained to validate. I sometimes think that I truly don't fit in this world when the only people who validate me are those who trained do so.
At the same time, I'm really glad they're there. I discovered the imalive chat relatively recently and life was truly unbearable before it.
I still think of suicide as the ideal way to go if I have no other choice. But since I'm still alive I'm really glad I have some way of being validated.