Venting One year of stomach pain

[bipolar22]

One year has been gone by, on and off thr gym but gastritis is a witch so have to abort and take months off. Horrible gas all day. Need to skip and skip workouts. Some days I sit on my hobo couch that was already in this sad aprtment when when moved in with my heading pad all day. Senseless. Clearly this stomach has taking too muvh of a beating the last decades ans will not go back to functional at least. The neighbour is some hoarder who smashes heavy items around all day whoch isnt helping my stress whoch makes my stomach worse. Also I vape once every few days a few puff. Eat organic no fortified foods. Gonna a eoy give up trying to make something out of this body. Its already checked out. Another year of this and I will lose my mind. Ans cant just move since canada theres no houses and only crackhouse unless your wealthy. So fuck it all. Done trying to make something out of nothing while getting torture with hoarders smashing things against my walls for 8 hours straight. End of rant

 

[itsgone2]

I don't know how you're doing it. My stomach hurts from the stress of it all sometimes worse than others, it can't be anywhere near what you're dealing with, and yet it's really breaking me. I wish you could make this go away.

 

[bipolar22]

I don't know how you're doing it. My stomach hurts from the stress of it all sometimes worse than others, it can't be anywhere near what you're dealing with, and yet it's really breaking me. I wish you could make this go away.

Yes chronic gastriss is overdhadowing all my bpd. Its kitery "can I eat this? Csn inplay that? Oops one wrong food. Fucked for days. Thrn insit on the couch and thr hoarder be smashing thigns whcih triggers my rage so then I have to use my 12 inch sub to quite her for awhile while stilltryikg ot get my 2 hour training sessions In. Its very delicate dance ans quite distressing. Might have to stop exercise or only pivot to weights for a long time. Gasttis 2ill rob you of your life like nothing else ute harmless in doctors eyes but its not for us