Two things might change my mind about ctb:
1. A pretty lady with a heart of gold being interested in me
2. I all of a sudden became rich
If I got one of those 2 things it definitely would stop me from ctbing in the short term. However in the long term idk I may still ctb from being clinically depressed. I think being rejected, disliked, ignored, and overall just being outcasted by people for almost 3 decades (I.E my whole life) despite me being an honest and good person to others has caused irreparable emotional damage to my psyche that cannot be repaired.