One last vent for the night

[avoid_slow_death]

Ok. I just have to. For myself. I NEED to remind myself of what I REALLY am! A mistake. And not in the sense I wasn't planned by my parents, of course I am a homesick fetus, but I mean in the sense of I should have never existed in the first place. The very fact that I am on this planet is an affront to existence itself and every fiber of matter in the entire universe constantly rejects my existence because I am not supposed to exist in the first place. How I have gone on this far without being erased is a mystery. Perhaps I am akin to a computer virus or a glitch? Not sure. All I know is my very life, my very existence, everything about me needs to be eradicated completely for the sake of human existence.

 

[WornOutLife]

Maybe all of us, who want to ctb, are a mistake, a bug in this goddamn simulation.
Sorry you're feeling like this, bro. I'll send you some messages now. Last night, I was way too tipsy, in another reality lol.

Hugs and love,

Matt