Discussion One last thing before you go

[Desuau]

What would you do the day before you go?

I would travel to new places, trying to relax for one last time. And at sunset I would find a high place (building, crane or bridge (I don't care if it's illegal, I am gone soon anyway.)), maybe tell my friends one last goodbye and jump after the nice view of my last sunset.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just wish to spend my remaning time sleeping, it's the closest to not-existing after all and I only see eternal non-existence as being desirable. Being conscious and aware is tiresome and just leads to suffering.

 

[Shiva_Story]

Perhaps go camping watch the sunset and later stars flicker provided its clear sky, read my Notion files and make last edits into my Goodbye note to conclude my journey.

 

[noneed]

I have no money to do anything, if i was rich or actually had the potential to be something despite everything that's led up to until now I wouldn't ctb.

 

[killmepleasefast]

just having happy moment with my mom dad and my brothers !!! i love my mom too much but because i was an asshole i destroyed everything in my own life

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

I plan on doing a road trip across the country (US) visiting every lower 48 states to see some of the beauty in them. I love nature and traveling so it'll be the perfect end to my story.

 

[Soc]

Take some Ketamine and see which way I go. I've gone deeply suicidal on it before and also really happy. I think if I went the suicidal way it might give me resolve because I seem to just have no emotions and less feeling of pain when I'm on it. I think I've seen all I want to see and don't get much pleasure going to places alone or even with others anymore.

 

[time.to.move]

Go to a good psilocybin trip, preferably being with a loved one and my cat. Listening the good-old music that I used to in my early life and 20's, watching videos about the past and rewinding my life.

Just before the trip wares off, I'd want to talk to my family, each separately and all together ending with hugs.

After that I'd be free to go, unless my mind changes.

 

[horrible]

write, I'd like to write a lot, perhaps make it a code of sorts or a poem, hard yet rewarding to decipher.
maybe write about my life, experiences, lessons, people, and my reason to ctb.
or maybe i'd make my own language with its own alphabet and leave it up to people to try and decipher if they are willing to do so, idk i think itd be quite fun to do

 

[SpencerSees]

I'd go camping in a forest, far from town. Just enjoy the simple things I couldn't with all the responsibilities on my shoulders. Bring my favourite snacks, those milka chocolate chip cookies and some beer. I would leave my phone at home, i won't need anyone to contact me.

 

[Abyssal]

What would you do the day before you go?

Keep up the act.

 

[RichardFirst]

Eh I don't really see the point of making something out of the last day alive. Once we're gone, we're gone. If the afterlife is real, then we'll have plenty of time for all of that stuff. IF it isn't and it's just oblivion, well then who cares?

 

[tarococo]

There's not much left I care about, I'd probably pace around and listen to my favorite music, because that's the only thing I still enjoy doing, and I'd probably spend some time with my cats..

 

[Neogoloid]

Steal some money and fuck some escorts, and eat at restaurants.

 

[qw3rty259]

Meh, it seems like you're just romanticising it too much.
There is a saying (not in English) — you won't get enough of breathing before death. At this pace you'll basically endlessly say that tomorrow is the day.

 

[Green_leaf]

 

[enstarve]

What would you do the day before you go?

Id like to try to reconnect with a certain someone i fell out with. I want her to be the last person i talk to. Shes the only person i dont want to be left with bitter feelings about me.

 

[k.loves.octo]

i want to spend my day using every last bit of my money on a shopping spree because it's not like i'll use it on anything else, i'd probably get blankets and plushies and cute fun stuff because why not!!!

 

[Gabberflastic]

Drink heavily. Not just the day before but probably the weeks leading up to my death. Its really the only time i feel happy anymore. Eventually even the drinks wont make me happy and thats when ill end it.

 

[melancholia_melodia]

I'll probably do my chores and whatever tasks I have to do that day, and then I'll do what I like to do, like listening to music, watching films and eating lots of good food. After that, I'll sleep a lot and when I wake up, I'll end myself. Basically, my final day will probably be the same as every other day in my life.

 

[GlutenFreeCat]

I plan on a camping trip. spending some time hiking my favorite trails and watching a final sunset. Don't plan on saying goodbye to anyone. Hopefully just fade from existence

 

[UnwillingSavior]

I plan on driving to a desert that's somewhat far. I want to look at the pure dark sky full of the stars and milky way. Astronomy and astronauts were always a comfort fantasy of mine, it's all so beautiful and quiet. No one but me. Just the beautiful view of this cold, cold universe. It'd be my last sights as I fade away.

 

[crepho]

probably talk to old friends i fell out of touch with, i wouldn't feel good about leaving people behind on a note like that

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I don't see the point of trying to enjoy anything before I go. I won't be able to reminisce about it when I'm dead anyways. And any ounce of enjoyment made lead to temporary suspension of ideation. I don't want to delay it anymore than I have to.

 

[bungalooping]

I just wanna experience the joy of being on a motorcycle again, I had an accident in 2021, walked out with no injuries but my bike was wrecked, I just wish I could buy another one right now and go for some rides before I CTB.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

If I still had something I really wanted to enjoy, then I wouldn't be ctbing. I don't think I'd make a big deal of it and do something special. Though I want my ctb to be pristine and pretty, so I would put in a good deal of prep work. Maybe candles and flower petals.

 

[jackrussell023]

I plan on a camping trip. spending some time hiking my favorite trails and watching a final sunset. Don't plan on saying goodbye to anyone. Hopefully just fade from existence

That sounds like a good plan. Thinking something similar, just need to determine how to end it.

 

[loopdaloop]

nothing, I'll probably be too nervous and stressed out to do anything other than make preparations to ctb.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

That's the million dollar question. I'd probably skydive from an airplane. Then I'll be loaded on alcohol and other drugs before I'm ready to go

 

[thinvy]

nothing grand really. I'm gonna book a hotel room with a nice bath, get some bathbombs and some candles, and soak. I'll probably take my last drink in that tub.