I forgot that I already posted this in my other thread that I started a while back..
Either way, I still have a few half baked plans to check out..
I have three failed attempts under my belt, the first attempt was an overdose attempt at twelve years old.
My methods that I have lined up are:
(1) buy a black powder pistol and put one in my heart.
(2) self immolation (set myself on fire using gasoline)
(3) jump off a parking garage, at least eight or ten levels high.
I am still at least ninety days away from ctb.