corpse_prince
Member
- Jul 5, 2020
- 15
Being trans in a conservative country is fucking difficult. I don't have the functioning it takes to do that shit.
Fuck I wish I did.
But most of all, I just wish I was cis. Fuck this whole pride stuff, fuck the world is getting better bs, I have so much privilege and it's still so miserable.
I'm done. I want to be done. I'm so tired of this.
I hate that I can be barely okay and forget about wanting to ctb this very instant with distraction. I hate that I can't just fucking commit. I hate that my brain gets optimistic about things, but never for long enough. I hate that I always always end up here. Might as well stay and learn to ignore the rest. F.
Fuck I wish I did.
But most of all, I just wish I was cis. Fuck this whole pride stuff, fuck the world is getting better bs, I have so much privilege and it's still so miserable.
I'm done. I want to be done. I'm so tired of this.
I hate that I can be barely okay and forget about wanting to ctb this very instant with distraction. I hate that I can't just fucking commit. I hate that my brain gets optimistic about things, but never for long enough. I hate that I always always end up here. Might as well stay and learn to ignore the rest. F.