Sorry in advance for venting, BUT today was my 3th day at a new position for a HUGE corporation. I have been talked down to, there is 8 positions and 8 were hired and I was a "back up" if one of the 8 did not want it. So I got the position after, which I totally guess, dropped out or did not want it. I am 64 years young and know computers pretty good BUT not great. In the training class, the other 7, who are MUCH..MUCH younger than me flew throught it and I stumbled. The reaction of the others and the company is lackadaisical. I broke down and started crying, could not take it any more and was taking into a conference room and was told to STOP CRYING, by a company person. WOW what empathy! I am fighting the huge urge of ctb right now. I am by myself and NEED the position so I do not get evicted. I try to be nice, kind , thoughtful, and care about everyone and I got, sorry for the swear word, shit on royally today. I have to show up 40 minutes before everyone else tomorrow morning. I will not sleep at all tonight. THANK YOU TO ALL THE GREAT SANCTIONED SUICIDE GLOBAL FAMILY MEMBERS for letting me vent!
