sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
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ok so a lot of people hate/dislike me and constantly say i'm a chicken for not hanging myself. first of all let them think that. i'm ok with being a wuss. iv'e tried partial and thought my head was going to explode.! they don't like that my method is peaceful. they are so vengeful they think i need to suffer more.. for those who don't know, i am going to die from a benzo and opiate overdose (iv). i don't know exactly when this is going to happen as i am relying on someone to bring me the stuff. if this proves impossible i am open to a few other methods.
1. co with a charcoal grill in my garage
2. gunshot (i have no access to firearms so i would have to "borrow" it from somebody who does) (no one has yet to volunteer)
so here i am still waiting, i expect this to happen within the next month so i will be patient and hope it all works out.
has anyone ever criticized your methods or ideas? i think they should just accept that it is going to happen reguardless and just be glad that i'm going to die.
 
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MBlue

Member
May 25, 2020
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Small yellow Chickens are cutie ! ;)
(Joking) How are feel? Are you hurts in any way? Do you need some help? I'm glad you're still here :heart:
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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I agree, partial is highly uncomfortable.
 
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Arrow

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May 1, 2020
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ok so a lot of people hate/dislike me and constantly say i'm a chicken for not hanging myself.
whoever said that to you is awful. taking ones own life is the most difficult thing in the world due to survival instinct.
 
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derwikinger

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Apr 23, 2020
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Guide to partially suspended hanging:

Warning: Don't try this method unless you're totally sure that:
a) you want to kill yourself
b) that you won't be found for at least 30 minutes after you attempt.

This method is very lethal and quick (quick from your perspective
anyway, as you black out within seconds), but if you're found in time
and 'saved' you can end up with serious brain damage and/or be left a
vegetable.

Why partial suspension?
Because full suspension seems to me to be unnecessary and creates
difficulties. First of all you need to find a place which would hold
your entire weight, which isn't easy, and also you need a stronger
ligature, which isn't always easy to find either. There's nothing
wrong with full suspension, but it may not be a viable method for
everyone, especially if you're looking to use everyday materials from
around the home.

By partial suspension I mean that you hang yourself around the neck
(specifically the carotid artery), and push downwards while kneeling.
This should create enough downward pressure on the ligature to tighten
it and close the carotid artery and stop the blood flow to your brain.
All you need is 3 kilograms of pressure to do this, which isn't much
at all.

Also, with full suspension your entire body weight is pressurizing
your neck, and this would probably be more than enough to not only cut
off the blood supply to your brain, but break your neck as well. I'm
not too sure if that's a good or a bad thing. I do know though, that
statistically people who've attempted via hanging have more often been
found kneeling and partially suspended than being fully suspended.

Where is the carotid artery?
Before you start you have to know this. If you place your hand around
the middle of your neck, around your Adam's apple, with one thumb on
one side and all fingers on the other, you should feel a strong pulse
and heartbeat. If you close your hand now fairly firmly, you'll
probably make yourself pass out. It might be a good idea to try this
to make sure you've got the right spot.

What type of ligature?
You need a ligature that's strong, but not too elastic. It doesn't
have to be very long, 1 meter or more would be plenty. I'd advise
against nylon rope, string, fishing wire, etc.
Neckties on the other hand, are perfect Smile .

It may also be a good idea to lubricate the ligature with soap. This
would help the noose tighten even quicker, especially if you're using
a rough ligature such as a rope. Lubricating it in this way will
increase the friction once you push your head down and tighten the
noose, and could make it a little more effective and faster.

What type of knot?
A slipknot. It's one of the most basic knots around, and you make it
with one end of your ligature. The other end should go around your
hanging place.

Many people have the misguided idea that a hangman's knot should be
used, but they're wrong. A hangman's knot is for a completely
different purpose, and won't work for this method.

Where should I hang?
You should hang from a support which will hold part of your weight.

You should test this by tying the loose end of your ligature around
the support several times, sticking your hand (NOT your head) in the
noose and pushing down with it. If the noose holds, you're fine. If
not, then you'll have to find another spot.

A great and easy place to hang is from the thick horizontal metal bar
which you find in wardrobes in most homes.

When should I do it?
When no one else will be in the same area, for at least 30 minutes.
You lose consciousness within seconds but your body doesn't completely
die for around 15-20 minutes. The extra 10-15 minutes is for
preparation time and just in case.

How?

When you're completely ready, kneel down, stick your head in the
noose, position it around the carotid artery and push downwards with
your head.

Good luck...
 
sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
Small yellow Chickens are cutie ! ;)

they sure are:smiling:
whoever said that to you is awful. taking ones own life is the most difficult thing in the world due to survival instinct.

thanks. iv'e just had some toxic relationships in my past and they are just being jerks.
Small yellow Chickens are cutie ! ;)
(Joking) How are feel? Are you hurts in any way? Do you need some help? I'm glad you're still here :heart:

aw thank you! i'm doing alright i don't let it get to me. it's just annoying how persistent they can be!:heart:
 
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Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

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Mar 10, 2020
352
don't let anyone tell you what to do especially to kill yourself. How old are you?
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
don't let anyone tell you what to do especially to kill yourself. How old are you?

no i would never do this for someone else, my life is over anyway and i am going to end it the way i choose. i'm 32 almost 33 so i gave life a good shot. my time has come and i am totally fine with that.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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CO with a charcoal grill would need to be in a much smaller space, like a tent or bathroom, so that enough CO can build up in relation to the amount of oxygen in the space.
 
ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

Experienced
May 18, 2020
219
I relate to partial and full hanging being uncomfortable. Every time I tried I felt like my head was gojng to burst too. The people who say those things to you are just pieces of shit that want to bring you down. You don't need or deserve that.