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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
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Plans in motion, last ditch attempts to salvage something sent, fasting since about 4am this morning, all meds here so not taking a risk over some bloody scales! light humour: anyone know what number the bus is?

EDIT: huge huge thanks to those keeping me company today .... help me keep the strength I need xxx
 
luna666

luna666

IBS/Depression/Anxiety/Panic Attacks
Apr 24, 2019
50
Hope you find peace!
 
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Forever or never

It's okay not to be okay
Dec 18, 2019
40
Haha I dont know the number also. When you see it please post it here so I know what to look for ;)

Please know we are here for you whatever you decide to do!
What are your next plans? And are you not 99% but 100% sure this is the way to go? *hugs*
 
CuddleHug

CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
What kind of scales? Lizard scales? Fish scales? Dragon scales? :O
 
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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
351
If you were in Japan, I'd say it's bus #4. You'll probably want to avoid #42, at any rate.

I'm in the UK and it seems the bus here is number 2 and it comes every 3 minutes!
What are your next plans?
Got my scales :)

plans - wasting time however I can, doing whatever it takes to get through the hours the same as I have done for the last 18 months. I am thinking about writing letters but its going to upset me and wont have any affect on them so I wonder if there is a point. I need to write a note to the hotel staff who will find me to tell them my real name etc as I am booked in under a false name and I paid cash, so they need my details to identify me.

I am also going to pack up my shit in the hotel so someone else doesn't have to do it and nothing gets left behind. Why this matters I dont know but my instinct is saying I need to keep all my shit together in one place.

Then I am going to line up everything I need and take a picture and put it on here to make sure I am doing it right.

Then I just dont know x
 
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