Don't worry I don't plan on doing that but I tried 32 Benadryls before and that in the grand scheme wouldn't have killed me but in reality I would have to OD on something deadlier and stronger but I would want to shotgun route or maybe hanging but I don't like that route all the methods I think of are either slow and painful or firearms but I don't buy guns and plus now since I have a suicide attempt on record I probably can't even buy guns I would have to find a suicidal partner and we would have to drive somewhere secluded away from people which is even riskier since you don't know each other I tend to be very analytical on things too.