Help OD anxieties

[alwaysdopesick]

I want to ctb by od on benzos and opioids, and barbiturates if I can find someone. But I'm worried my tolerance to these types of things, benzos, especially opiates. It might take like 6 lethal elephant doses to count and 1 lethal dose for me. Any other suicidal junkies struggling with same thing?

 

[marinekiwi]

OD on whatever medication has always been a very unreliable method.
My last attempt involved gulping down an insane amount of pills laying about the house.
I got knocked out but then i woke up some hours later being perfectly fine, and boy i was pissed!
That's why i now have my SN at hand.