Obituary notice

[HerculePoirot]

OBITUARY NOTICE

This is the announcement of our beautiful soul @Willto's departure. She took her own life successfully and peacefully on Wednesday December 7th, 2022, round about 11 am, after several failed or aborted attempts.
She asked me to assist her in her final moments, and to share with you the essentials of her three days plan, as she believed a successful ctb plan may be useful for all.
I am sad of losing a precious friend, proud and happy to have accompanied her to her long time goal.

Medication and Dose

Day 1 (Monday):
09:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 (Tuesday):
Between 08:00 and 23:00 4 X 10mg Metoclopramide (40 mg)
Last meal

Day 3 (Wednesday):
10:00 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30 mg)
Shower, last cigarette.
Final conversation. A bit nervous but peaceful. Some last minute questions and fears.
Preparing SN, 2 glasses (25g in 50cc water)
No Valium, no straw.
10:53 drink glass 1 swiftly («Not so bad»)
Lying immediately on her right side.
Dizzy, heart racing, sleepy.
Brief goodbye (texting)
No vomiting, glass 2 not necessary.
10:59 Lost responsiveness (last word: «Nausea»)
ca. 11:45 Death.

The last event (death) most probably happened according to schedule (no witness physically present)
I will not provide any additional detail.
I was not physically present at the scene.
I don't know the location where it happened.
I don't know the exact identity of the deceased person.

 

[makethepainstop]

OBITUARY NOTICE

This is the announcement of our beautiful soul @Willto's departure. She took her own life successfully and peacefully on Wednesday December 7th, 2022, round about 11 am, after several failed or aborted attempts.
She asked me to assist her in her final moments, and to share with you the essentials of her three days plan, as she believed a successful ctb plan may be useful for all.
I am sad of losing a precious friend, proud and happy to have accompanied her to her long time goal.

Medication and Dose

Day 1 (Monday):
09:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 (Tuesday):
Between 08:00 and 23:00 4 X 10mg Metoclopramide (40 mg)
Last meal

Day 3 (Wednesday):
10:00 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30 mg)
Shower, last cigarette.
Final conversation. A bit nervous but peaceful. Some last minute questions and fears.
Preparing SN, 2 glasses (25g in 50cc water)
No Valium, no straw.
10:53 drink glass 1 swiftly («Not so bad»)
Lying immediately on her right side.
Dizzy, heart racing, sleepy.
Brief goodbye (texting)
No vomiting, glass 2 not necessary.
10:59 Lost responsiveness (last word: «Nausea»)
ca. 11:45 Death.

The last event (death) most probably happened according to schedule (no witness physically present)
I will not provide any additional detail.
I was not physically present at the scene.
I don't know the location where it happened.
I don't know the exact identity of the deceased person.

We lose a friend, but she lost her pain. Perhaps that is in our futures. Love and peace to all here.

 

[HerculePoirot]

She also expressed her intention to ask forum admins to cancel her SS account two days after her last interaction. Don't know if she actually did so.
I guess admins know what to do.

 

[jessisme]

Bless her in her passing. You were a good friend to be there with her in her final hours. Thanks for passing this along.

 

[FuneralCry]

Rest in peace. I envy those who manage to set themselves free from this hellish world so much. They are now free from everything that caused them to suffer and that is the best thing possible. Those who died peacefully are especially lucky.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Thanks so much for sharing. I hope she is at peace now. It's always selfishly sad to see people go but I'm so happy for them at the same time. They have achieved freedom from this world and their suffering.

 

[Mr_House]

May she rest in peace

 

[Raven2]

Sounds like she had a peaceful exit and a good friend there for her too. Rest in peace

 

[Wannagonow]

May she rest in peace. I like to think she's in a much better place.

 

[Exact Change]

Do you have worry about your number being seen as the person's last contact? Do you think someone will try to reach out to you?

 

[oneeyed]

Rest in peace

 

[Yakamoz]

She has been here for less than two months. Don't think many knew her.

How did you reach the details?

 

[HerculePoirot]

Reminder: I will not provide any further details. Sorry.

 

[Shivali]

 

[outrider567]

She also expressed her intention to ask forum admins to cancel her SS account two days after her last interaction. Don't know if she actually did so.
I guess admins know what to do.

All her posts are still there--R.I.P. to her

 

[suicidalpushpop]

thank you for sharing. may she rest peacefully

 

[dopaminedeath]

last seen friday?

 

[Jadzia]

last seen friday?

Her name is crossed off so I guess Admin?

 

[dopaminedeath]

Her name is crossed off so I guess Admin?

but its not greyed out, which is what happens when an admin does it afaik

if user deletes their own account it just gets crossed out

 

[Jadzia]

but its not greyed out, which is what happens when an admin does it afaik

if user deletes their own account it just gets crossed out

OK thanks. I didn't know that. Maybe a family member or friend accessed her account?

 

[dopaminedeath]

OK thanks. I didn't know that. Maybe a family member or friend accessed her account?

yea potentially. can only hope it worked out for her and she's at her peace

 

[onceuponadec]

Thank you for being there for her. I hope she found the peace she deserved.

 

[Idontmatter]

OK thanks. I didn't know that. Maybe a family member or friend accessed her account?

I think you can set your own account to deactivate on a certain date instead of having the admins do it. I could be mistaken though. I was going to look and see if I can do that for mine after this weekend.