bbye111
absurdism
- Dec 26, 2022
- 63
I seem to vent a lot here now haha, i apologize if i turn out whiny, but i feel like expressing myself here. it's a very comforting platform knowing that most people here would understand.
anyone felt two types of numbness already? First one feels like emptiness, while the other feels like everything's fine where clearly it's not. I've been feeling these two only. In times where I should care, I tend to come out insensitive, where in fact I just can't seem to grasp what's wrong. Sometimes I do know, but i don't feel it, it feels traitorous and like my feelings are already broken. I feel completely apathetic. It actually scares me since it gives me no sense of danger. I always feel like floating, absent-minded and away from reality to the point where I've been destructive not only to myself but to others and non-functional already.
There's already a lot going on and a mind that refuses to be quiet and is dysfunctional isn't helping. I just want to be gone already. its so noisy in here...
anyone felt two types of numbness already? First one feels like emptiness, while the other feels like everything's fine where clearly it's not. I've been feeling these two only. In times where I should care, I tend to come out insensitive, where in fact I just can't seem to grasp what's wrong. Sometimes I do know, but i don't feel it, it feels traitorous and like my feelings are already broken. I feel completely apathetic. It actually scares me since it gives me no sense of danger. I always feel like floating, absent-minded and away from reality to the point where I've been destructive not only to myself but to others and non-functional already.
There's already a lot going on and a mind that refuses to be quiet and is dysfunctional isn't helping. I just want to be gone already. its so noisy in here...
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