Venting Nothing matters

[ManicNarcissus]

Almost everything seems less significant or impactful in life these days. I hear about something bad happening that will impact millions of people, but nothing changes and life is still just as shitty as before. Something bad happens to me, its just another day on this world and everything is still just as shitty as before.

I've stopped caring what people think of me to the point of trauma dumping on anyone i come across. I dont have the care to maintain an image/appearance/personality that people enjoy or want to have around them, whats the point?