Venting Nothing makes sense

[the_world_is_on_fir]

I feel like i dont want ti get up from my bed anymore. I don't think i have a bad life or bad friends or bad families. But im destroying everything because i dont want to do anything anymore. Im just waiting day, to day to pass searching the best way to end it. I was thinking to buy some drugs on the deep web and OD with them. Is there anyone that would like to be a partner, help me find a good method and do it togheter? Maybe someone with more experience?

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I know it is frustrating to watch yourself become your worst enemy and feel completely powerless to stop yourself.

But what you are describing sounds like a standard depressive experience, in the absence of finer details. A lot of people find treatment helpful with depression. Have you ever received any or, if not, considered it?

 

[the_world_is_on_fir]

I know it is frustrating to watch yourself become your worst enemy and feel completely powerless to stop yourself.

But what you are describing sounds like a standard depressive experience, in the absence of finer details. A lot of people find treatment helpful with depression. Have you ever received any or, if not, considered it?

I guess i should go to therapy, but i dont know if that will work, and I'm afraid it will cost to much money