Saed
Nondescript
- Apr 21, 2020
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Bloody hell,mate,I've gone into sub IQ points months ago.I'm too low IQ to interpret this tbh, but I'm pretty sure it's a relatable feeling.
I just can't. Can't distract my mind at all.Well then, don't force yourself to function on a high level.
Maybe watch a favorite movie? Or Youtube?
Haven't slept in 3 days. Can't drift off.I know those feels. Are you able to take a nap?
What else do you need?Got meto today from the GP.
Not a thing,my dear.What else do you need?
Thank you,precious.You always react to my posts. I hope you are ok my friend. Message me anytime
When do you want to commit suicide?Not a thing,my dear.
As stated,I have embarked upon an extended regimen. I am hopeful that I will be able to take the SN the day after tomorrow,but my stomach condition may prolong it further. I can only play it by ear.When do you want to commit suicide?
Thank you all for being beside me.
Got meto today from the GP. It was more easy than I could ever imagine. One phonecall to the receptionist,who relayed the details to the Doctor.
Within 5 minutes,I had a text saying the script was at Boots.
So,have embarked upon an extended regimen,due to my stomach condition.
Wandered outside for most of today.
Feel detached from reality,as if I'm not quite able to tune in.
@Joxalldaita Thank you,love.
@Busdriver Thank you xxx
Am anxious over how my stomach may throw a spanner in the works. It'll either facilitate my exit due to the probable inability to hurl,or cause untold horrors if it's still not empty...You must be relieved and anxious at the same time. I'm very glad to hear you got the meto rather than trying anything without. Look after yourself as best you can over the next few days. Try to see everything with wonder again before you go. A sunset. Rainclouds. Wind and the scent of flowers in the air. The comfort of your favourite pillows. Anything that will bring you calm.