Venting nothing interests me

[Wojaczek]

and yet i have to act like i care about any of it.
and yet i have to act like i want to be something
and yet i have to act like i want to be someone.
i don't want to be anything.
i don't want to do anything.
existing is already enough for me.

 

[HopelessScientist]

Sounds like anticipatory anhedonia.

I hope you're well despite that.