every bad that that has ever happened to me is just enough to effect me a ridiculous amount but isn't enough to actually be substantial. It never counts.
I've been used for other peoples sexual bullshit without wanting any of it but it doesn't count for anything because i was never raped. I was sent to the mental hospital but I wasn't strapped down or sedated like any other patients so it doesn't count. everyone I've ever had to tolerate has belittled me in some way but they never hit me. Even when I was being hit it was for fun and it was funny and it wasn't out of anger so it doesn't count. so much more has happened but it always has that little fucking catch that basically completely negates it. Why cant something truely horrible happen to me? If I'm going to bitch and whine every day at least give me something that actually matters to cry about.
I've been used for other peoples sexual bullshit without wanting any of it but it doesn't count for anything because i was never raped. I was sent to the mental hospital but I wasn't strapped down or sedated like any other patients so it doesn't count. everyone I've ever had to tolerate has belittled me in some way but they never hit me. Even when I was being hit it was for fun and it was funny and it wasn't out of anger so it doesn't count. so much more has happened but it always has that little fucking catch that basically completely negates it. Why cant something truely horrible happen to me? If I'm going to bitch and whine every day at least give me something that actually matters to cry about.
