Lilacmoon
Beautiful moon, take me away.
- Sep 23, 2020
- 1,308
Hullo. It'll be time soonish if luck permits it. Couldn't decide so I figured I might as well ask. Thanks for everything so far.
Should I leave a note? I do have people to leave behind. Parents, controlling and manipulative but not awful. Flawed. They love me in their own way, I know. I have a kid sister too. She works hard and does her best. She's pretty independent, so she surely doesn't need a note, right?
I have a few friends. Do they need anything? But I partly feel like they don't deserve anything either. They probably did not care much anyways.
Girlfriend. She probably loves me. But I wasn't a good girlfriend back to her. Would it be easier to move on without a note?
Ex. He hurt me in a lot of ways that I can never recover from but I was never able to let him go. Not really. Is there anything at all that can be said?
I don't even know if I want to leave a note. The idea of it makes me nauseous. Is it so bad to go without a word? If they were never able to understand me in life, why would a note help clear that up?
Sorry. Dumb question. I'm just rambling stupidly.
Should I leave a note? I do have people to leave behind. Parents, controlling and manipulative but not awful. Flawed. They love me in their own way, I know. I have a kid sister too. She works hard and does her best. She's pretty independent, so she surely doesn't need a note, right?
I have a few friends. Do they need anything? But I partly feel like they don't deserve anything either. They probably did not care much anyways.
Girlfriend. She probably loves me. But I wasn't a good girlfriend back to her. Would it be easier to move on without a note?
Ex. He hurt me in a lot of ways that I can never recover from but I was never able to let him go. Not really. Is there anything at all that can be said?
I don't even know if I want to leave a note. The idea of it makes me nauseous. Is it so bad to go without a word? If they were never able to understand me in life, why would a note help clear that up?
Sorry. Dumb question. I'm just rambling stupidly.