I'm just beside myself with self loathing and worthlessness. I've been suffering from a porn addiction since I was 7. I have suffered childhood abuse, and I hate the person I've become. Not even God himself can forgive me anymore. I just want the.paim to stop. Each day is torture, I only get relief when I sleep.... and to be honest, I want to sleep permanently. My head is a shit storm of thoughts, images & memories of my wrongs and my past. I don't want this anymore.....I WANT OUT!!!!!!!
