not really much to do

[Wojaczek]

besides rot in bed all day, watch something half heartedly, maybe jot down some thoughts or whatever, eat a banana, go on one of those rare walks that i used to love.

my room is absolutely silent and so is my phone

 

[Un-]

I'm following a series on YouTube. Not out of interest. I don't know why I do it. But when I finish the episode for the day, I have a very quiet moment where I realise I have no use for myself. There's nothing for me, and nothing that beacons for me.

I'm studying.. So I bide my time doing that. But those moments are the worst. Realising how... Fulled with, and submerged in nothing I am. Sigh..