not even that sad

[eyeswithoutaface]

what i mean is i dont really have anything to be sad ABOUT, no traumatic experiences, alright family, good friends. I think i definitely have depression, but i refuse to get diagnosed (been there done that in middle school) but in my case... i really think this world just isnt worth living in. We work, marry, and die, though ive given up on getting a relationship. I kinda need to die because I'm pretty much a useless parasite, knowing I won't amount to anything or be someone on my own. I read others posts, and people on here are so strong, going on despite unfortunate, TERRIFYING circumstances i couldnt even imagine. Regardless, everyone is valid whether a reason or not.