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Captain laser

Captain laser

Pirate Captain of the ghost ship!!!
Mar 17, 2026
8
i cant find a solution to my pain, i get stuck on autopilot and go catatonic when i think about [it] and its so painful, i have found no answers on how to make the pain stop, everyone says "work on it!" without ever saying HOW, i cant go through life with such a tiny thing sending me into an abyss, ive overcome other demons without CTB before, but this pain seems to have no other solution.
 
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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
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If you feel like sharing what kind of pain are we talking about? What caused it?
 
Captain laser

Captain laser

Pirate Captain of the ghost ship!!!
Mar 17, 2026
8
If you feel like sharing what kind of pain are we talking about? What caused it?
sexual trauma, it makes talking to my friends difficult, the smallest thing will set me off and then i have to distance myself, so i just settle for not even hangong out with them
 

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