Venting Not being someone’s first choice

[alwayssad]

I feel I'm lonely because I'm never someone's first choice, not because I don't have friends, I hate existing without anyone being with me, I feel like I don't belong here anymore, I don't belong to the earth if I'm never someone choice where they care about me as much I do, why do I continue to live when they don't care about you but want to you live, it's like slavery

 

[IWishToDie]

I feel I'm lonely because I'm never someone's first choice, not because I don't have friends, I hate existing without anyone being with me, I feel like I don't belong here anymore, I don't belong to the earth if I'm never someone choice where they care about me as much I do, why do I continue to live when they don't care about you but want to you live, it's like slavery

I was always picked last for sport at school, I know how you feel. Now, I pick myself first before anyone or anything. I feel better with this mindset. Love yourself, you will find what you seek eventually. Best wishes.