Not a good person

[prettycvnt]

I'm coming to the realization that I'm the absolute worst version of myself. I've been using mental health as an excuse for years, I'm a complete and utter failure (no school, no job) and I've made my family's lives hell. Idek why I'm writing this. Just to feel heard. I spend all day sitting feeling bad for myself. I'm gonna die completely useless. I want to say I'm sorry but I know through my actions that I'm not. It's pathetic.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Its bloody hard.xx