Normally I lurk on the suicide page. Looking for penpal of sorts.

[BigLucs]

Hey there gang,

So the title kind of says it all. Just looking for someone to talk to. Been mulling over suicide for a long time. Recently decided I'll probably try to ctb this month. I guess I'm kind of just posting this as a "Change my Mind" type deal. Looking for someone compassionate and willing to listen. Preferably female, as I'm not great about opening up emotionally with men.

Disclaimer: There's a good chance there's nothing you can do to stop this. Be prepared for that and know that you can't blame yourself. If you're still willing to give it a shot, let me know.

 

[Negrathecat]

Hey bud, I'm on the same boat as you. Let's chat about it.

 

[BigLucs]

Both brand new here too hahaha. You're going out this month as well?

 

[Negrathecat]

I haven't set a date mainly because I'm in the process of trying to buy what I need to exit. It's ridiculous how hard it is to get N.

 

[BigLucs]

Yea it seems like it. Thats why I'm leaning towards others. Kind of hoping to go painlessly so N would be the dream but oh well. CO, Exit bag, Night-night, that sort of thing. Found this place yesterday and its a resource and a half.

 

[Negrathecat]

I'm going to pm you

 

[BPD Barbie]

My DMs are here if you ever wanna vent or chat about anything!