mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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what is the reason why you think you can't go back to being normal humans? as for me, not being able to have interpersonal relationships anymore.
 
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Symbiote

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I am tainted by life (recently divorced, childhood trauma, PTSD, etc.)
 
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Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
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I've too many incurable illnesses and am going downhill fast.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
i hate people. i hate society. i hate work. i hate studying.
i hate pointless suffering aka life, after all!
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I have the same reasons as you and also, I find life absurd. Being born in this world is so rare and the universe is a mystery. I can't ignore those facts and go back to being a normal human being.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

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Apr 5, 2020
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Employment is by far my biggest problem. It bleeds into everything else
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Employment is by far my biggest problem. It bleeds into everything else
We were made to hunt and live in the wild, not to be sat on a desk from 9-5. Evolution maybe was the end of us who knows...
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

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Apr 5, 2020
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We were made to hunt and live in the wild, not to be sat on a desk from 9-5. Evolution maybe was the end of us who knows...
It's not even that I don't want to work, and people don't believe me when I say that, but it's absolutely true. I hate doing nothing, but I think I even more than that I hate soulless drudgery like the desk work you mentioned. Every job is different and I really think there are jobs out there that I would enjoy. But, it's a struggle to find it, there's no guarantee that one will find a job they're happy with. Ought one enjoy their job? I think so, I think it's incredibly important, others however think that you "take what you can get and don't complain". Sorry, that's not me.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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It's not even that I don't want to work, and people don't believe me when I say that, but it's absolutely true. I hate doing nothing, but I think I even more than that I hate soulless drudgery like the desk work you mentioned. Every job is different and I really think there are jobs out there that I would enjoy. But, it's a struggle to find it, there's no guarantee that one will find a job they're happy with. Ought one enjoy their job? I think so, I think it's incredibly important, others however think that you "take what you can get and don't complain". Sorry, that's not me.
Oh yeah totally agree, you have to love what you do or else you will literally count the hours till you leave.
 
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Zhontafly

Zhontafly

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Jul 16, 2020
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I have no desire to be a so called 'normal' person. Ive been down that road and know where it leads. I move to be a sane, realistic, free and healthy person. Sadly for me, my health lacks, my body has become its own enemy and therefore I want to end this terrible unjust existence.
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
We were made to hunt and live in the wild
So true, stupid humans have destroyed the natural life we all could live, life is all about living in the wild, connecting with nature but no today the norm is you have to study, get a job and work to pay stupid bills and taxes till you die one day, what kind of life is that? Life has lost its meaning nowadays
 
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Symbiote

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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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what is the reason why you think you can't go back to being normal humans?

Go back? I've never been a "normal human". I would be quite happy to remain an outsider, if not for the fact that the Normies try to assimilate me every change they get. It's like they are the Borg or something...
as for me, not being able to have interpersonal relationships anymore.

I'm sorry that you have lost the ability to do this and I wish you well. Hopefully you don't mind my humor. :hug:
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

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Jul 16, 2020
374
Covid and major chronic depression.
 
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torimandy

torimandy

Fear is the mind killer
Aug 3, 2020
146
I am so sorry. I don't even get a chance to have interpersonal relationships being trans. All anyone ever wants from me is 15 minutes of fun and I never hear from them again. I wish I could get the chance to have an interpersonal relationship.

I feel your pain though.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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I am so sorry. I don't even get a chance to have interpersonal relationships being trans. All anyone ever wants from me is 15 minutes of fun and I never hear from them again. I wish I could get the chance to have an interpersonal relationship.

I feel your pain though.
I was also talking about friendship
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
Due to my physical problems I've never been considered normal or could live a completely normal life in the future.
At one point or another I'd be forced to get help with the most rudimentary things (eating, washing etc.) and that would be the utmost degrading thing that could ever happen. I chose to leave instead while still having full control over my body. Plus lots of things in the past have taken a toll on my mental health so that I can't really enjoy anything anymore.
 
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Puffinz

Puffinz

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Dec 7, 2020
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Partly due to differences in life philosophy and partly due to social anxiety/incompetence. I subscribe to a lot of fringe views like antinatalism and right to die and most people do not agree with that. I also don't really care about politics or world affairs or the economy like most people because I figure I'm going to be dead soon anyway. On top of this I don't really get along with people that well. I don't care about anything they have to say and I don't have anything to say to them.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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A bunch of mental illness, I also hate people and meeting people so.
 
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regular john

Member
Dec 17, 2020
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It's not even that I don't want to work, and people don't believe me when I say that, but it's absolutely true. I hate doing nothing, but I think I even more than that I hate soulless drudgery like the desk work you mentioned. Every job is different and I really think there are jobs out there that I would enjoy. But, it's a struggle to find it, there's no guarantee that one will find a job they're happy with. Ought one enjoy their job? I think so, I think it's incredibly important, others however think that you "take what you can get and don't complain". Sorry, that's not me.
I also have problems with employment. I know people who at the age of 50 have 30 years of employment in one company. I don't have that. Never knew what I wanted to do as profession.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
I'm not even sure what normal is anymore. I used to think I was normal but as I have aged, I see that was not the case.

I also see now how I was used and taken advantage of by people I loved and trusted. So, no, I will never be normal because I trust almost nobody now.
 
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torimandy

torimandy

Fear is the mind killer
Aug 3, 2020
146
I was also talking about friendship
As was I. Nobody want's to be my friend. everyone just wants sexual favors and then pretend they don't know me. I have been all but completely alone for almost 10 years.
 
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Teal_Blue_Dreams

Teal_Blue_Dreams

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2020
401
As was I. Nobody want's to be my friend. everyone just wants sexual favors and then pretend they don't know me. I have been all but completely alone for almost 10 years.
WTF? That is terrible! I will be your friend. I am sorry that you have been alone for almost 10 years. :hug: :heart:
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Chronic mental disorder and ruined social life.
 
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throughtheglass

throughtheglass

oof
Nov 28, 2020
33
suspected BPD and lack of social skills
 
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user667

user667

Student
May 11, 2020
255
too many mental problems, not wanting to get better/be happy and being obsessed with death (it sounds so much nicer than living could ever be). those are the top reasons, among others
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I'm a completely broken and defective human so I've just given up hope. I also resent the rat race of life and have no desire to return to it. If that is what is "normal" it's not for me.
 
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MindFrog

MindFrog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
723
Because the amount of effort and money I have to spend to normal is just too much. How can you overcome these obstacles if you don't even care about yourself anymore? And even if you did try, the outcome is not even guaranteed.

I don't like myself much to take care of me anymore.
 

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