Being an INFJ/BiPolar II disorder warrior, I can totally understand your pain of the never-ending loneliness. I have a few friends but it's mostly on a surface level. I cannot stand small talk. It's just not my thing. I would much rather have conversations with others on a deeper soul felt level. Otherwise, I tend to become super bored and standoffish. I love to listen to different people from varied backgrounds and for the most part, I try to treat those I do come into physical contact with both empathically/diplomatically. As human beings intrinsically designed to be social, we all just want to be heard, understood, and bottom line to be accepted for who we are geniunely. A great woman, my mother once told me when I was younger, "April, there is no one exactly like you in this world." There's only one "YOU!" That fact in itself makes you pretty damn special, regardless. You cannot be replaced! Coolguy9, I hear you and willingly extend my hand in true friendship to you, if needed...
