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ManAboutTown

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Sep 9, 2025
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It's been a really long time since I've posted on here, but I visit frequently. It's just the same shit. I hate my life. I hate myself. I want to kill myself so everything can finish up and I'll never have to feel the weight of failure, bad grades, and social alienation ever again. I hate college more than anything and I'm horrible at everything I do. I think people would celebrate my death. I've decided to order a bottle of pure Benzocaine in case I do badly this semester. Nothing is worth living for. I'm excited to go to hell. Banzai.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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It's been a really long time since I've posted on here, but I visit frequently. It's just the same shit. I hate my life. I hate myself. I want to kill myself so everything can finish up and I'll never have to feel the weight of failure, bad grades, and social alienation ever again. I hate college more than anything and I'm horrible at everything I do. I think people would celebrate my death. I've decided to order a bottle of pure Benzocaine in case I do badly this semester. Nothing is worth living for. I'm excited to go to hell. Banzai.
I highly doubt that your death would be celebrated
 
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