Venting Nobody respects my decision !

[unevencompromise]

Every time I reveal my real intentions of ctb, people immediately go ballistic and condemn my idea and try to put in my head that my worthless painful life is necessary at this world, even though I've already said 1 million times that I tried everything to make life a Lil' bit more enjoyable and none of those methods worked. I wish people just respected/accepted/cared about my decision because that's what I chose to do as the last hope to end my pain.

Tbh I wish I had friends at the same situation as mine, so they could understand why I don't want to keep going and probably would support me in my farewells.

 

[Jun123]

I understand you. I'm too afraid to talk about it with anyone in real life. That's why I'm here. People here won't shame you. We are all here suffering together and who knows maybe talking about how you feel here will make you feel better in real life.
Personally I don't enjoy living, I never did and probably never will, which is my reason for wanting to leave, I just want the pain to be gone.
Anyways if you want to talk more about anything, I (and probably any other people on here) will listen to you.

 

[sanctionedusage]

why would you even try sharing that with them? the population of pro choice, antinatalism, etc. is so unbelievably small— and shrinks itself quickly by the members following their own philosophy and ctb'ing. it's so uncommon that irl, i'd assume someone randomly telling me that would be their way of trying to get me to discourage them and try to save them... so i'd do exactly that.

 

[hurb]

i think its because it doesnt make sense to them someone would say that. its so weird for them that they rather believe u r bluffing

 

[RainyDays]

I don't talk about my feeling with anyone because I'm afraid people will get mad at me.

 

[Deer_Dairy]

Every time I reveal my real intentions of ctb, people immediately go ballistic and condemn my idea and try to put in my head that my worthless painful life is necessary at this world, even though I've already said 1 million times that I tried everything to make life a Lil' bit more enjoyable and none of those methods worked. I wish people just respected/accepted/cared about my decision because that's what I chose to do as the last hope to end my pain.

Tbh I wish I had friends at the same situation as mine, so they could understand why I don't want to keep going and probably would support me in my farewells.

I understand your feelings and I am deeply sorry for what you are experiencing. I do not talk about it for more than 10 years, because nobody want to hear it, maybe process it is better way to say.
Sometimes I try to drop a hint in conversation and wait for a reaction, but either no one notices or they deliberately ignore it.
I would talk more, But these are things that I am afraid to write about publicly.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

That's one of the reasons why it's best not to reveal your intentions, nothing good can come of it.