sitring_lonely
Abstract idea
- Mar 7, 2023
- 8
Whenever i speak to someone it feels like i am in a good mood, but then everyone sees me as a monster for being who i am
"Friends" discard me easily when i am not imitating them and licking their boots, they make me out to be a monster
The flesh under my skin feels as it is burning whenever i interact with someone nowadays, as if it is telling me to drop the act and start violence, against everyone that have brought me to be this way
And my memories seem like ones from a shitty tv show being played on a laggy tv, hard to understand and cut, cuz the one making them doesn't care
Nobody cares about someone detached from humanity, and it is their fault for not accepting their friend for who they are, i was just having fun and they made it a problem
I never said something outright malicious, but everyone says i did and said horrible things and that's why some of them want nothing to do with me
It sucks, and a pain the heart and ass, because all of this can be fixed with a conversation and yet nobody is willing to, even getting mad at me for trying
I know it's a shitty friend group but it is all i have, because nobody cares for me, they were the only ones who did even if it was the bare minimum
"Friends" discard me easily when i am not imitating them and licking their boots, they make me out to be a monster
The flesh under my skin feels as it is burning whenever i interact with someone nowadays, as if it is telling me to drop the act and start violence, against everyone that have brought me to be this way
And my memories seem like ones from a shitty tv show being played on a laggy tv, hard to understand and cut, cuz the one making them doesn't care
Nobody cares about someone detached from humanity, and it is their fault for not accepting their friend for who they are, i was just having fun and they made it a problem
I never said something outright malicious, but everyone says i did and said horrible things and that's why some of them want nothing to do with me
It sucks, and a pain the heart and ass, because all of this can be fixed with a conversation and yet nobody is willing to, even getting mad at me for trying
I know it's a shitty friend group but it is all i have, because nobody cares for me, they were the only ones who did even if it was the bare minimum