no si but i cant ctb

[depthss]

I dont have access to a reliable method anymore. i also dont live alone anymore, so its hard to even find a good time to do anything. i cant drive because of my eyes, so i cant go drive somewhere that has a tall building or bridge, i always need to get rides from other people.
however, im planning to move out again in just under a year, to an area big enough to have busses and taxis. my current town has only 300 people or so, and its in the middle of nowhere.
im setting things up now, trying to get supplies for when i can ctb, but it takes awhile. getting it all online. i think i should be fine when the time comes, but i hate having to wait so long.. id ctb now if i still had my gun. i have no fears anymore, and i have nothing im waiting on

 

[chester]

From my experience SI used to disappear when I had no method readily available. It was only when I was attempting when it took over. But maybe it's just me.