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Fredericia
Dec 1, 2025
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i just don't get why i should do anything about my life
i don't want to get better, i need to stop lying to myself
there's no point in trying to help me, all efforts will be ultimately wasted be it by my selfishness or my uselessness
I'm nothing & everything was and is a lie
I'm a liar just like you
there's really no point.
therapy won't work for me, can't even treat me as i'll just get institutionalized.
if i willingly hospitalize myself, it'll too be for nothing. here it's all bad experiences. there's no care whatsoever for mental health.
there's no other exit but suicide.
I hate myself. im in purgatory and its all my fault.
 
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