Distorted
living dead youth
- Sep 8, 2021
- 9
the general consensus in life is that you must suffer to get what you want. i, for one, have no desires. jobs, hobbies, families, relationships, i have no interest in these things. what gets me excited? self sabotage, sleep deprivation, cutting and hitting myself, observing others under the guise of friendship and living vicariously through that which does not exist. obsessive infatuation, painful sex in which i am powerless. anything that impairs my ability to think clearly. pure hedonism. i am the definition of leech, but if i died other people would be sad so i guess i get to keep wreaking havoc while my family and friends hope in vain for something to get better.