No future

[Futile]

Nothing to look forward to

Nothing out there for me

No experience that will change my life for the better

No girl to save me from myself

No friends to alleviate the pain

No goal to reach

Only waiting death

 

[KleinerWolf]

I don't mean to sound like a complete douchebag because I've been there and sometimes I'm still there,
but you have to ask yourself, is that what your brain tells you, or is that what your heart tells you?

I feel your pain brother.
I hope you feel better.

 

[Futile]

I don't mean to sound like a complete douchebag because I've been there and sometimes I'm still there,
but you have to ask yourself, is that what your brain tells you, or is that what your heart tells you?

I feel your pain brother/sister.
I hope you feel better.

Trust me, it's what my brain tells me. I've tried to fight but the enemy is too strong

 

[MariV]

same here...i wish my parents were dead so id be free to choose

 

[KleinerWolf]

Trust me, it's what my brain tells me. I've tried to fight but the enemy is too strong

heheh same bro.
It's no simple task to right away take control of negative self-talk, it takes practice.
Doesn't mean it's impossible.

The happiness is out there, you just have to want it and be able to see yourself through.
We all have those days where things are kinda fucked, but know that it's okay to not feel okay sometimes.

Believe in yourself, and carry on your journey in life, go after the very things that make you happy.

 

[Nymph]

I do have small things to look forward too but if I were to die before they happened I wouldn't mind. I'm excited for some stuff in the future but even if it's a big thing it will only give me a spark of serotonin for a meaningless amount of time considering all the rest of my life I've been miserable. And future in general isn't looking good, lower wages, higher rent and higher prices in general, racism, karens, crime, human trafficking, organ harvesting, rape, murder, sick people in high places that can influence the world...

 

[Futile]

heheh same bro.
It's no simple task to right away take control of negative self-talk, it takes practice.
Doesn't mean it's impossible.

The happiness is out there, you just have to want it and be able to see yourself through.
We all have those days where things are kinda fucked, but know that it's okay to not feel okay sometimes.

Believe in yourself, and carry on your journey in life, go after the very things that make you happy.

It's clear we have very different views/problems. I won't judge yours, but I fear things won't be so easy for me

I do have small things to look forward too but if I were to die before they happened I wouldn't mind. I'm excited for some stuff in the future but even if it's a big thing it will only give me a spark of serotonin for a meaningless amount of time considering all the rest of my life I've been miserable. And future in general isn't looking good, lower wages, higher rent and higher prices in general, racism, karens, crime, human trafficking, organ harvesting, rape, murder, sick people in high places that can influence the world...

The pain I have to suffer waiting is far greater than what small bit of pleasure they may give

 

[KleinerWolf]

I do have small things to look forward too but if I were to die before they happened I wouldn't mind. I'm excited for some stuff in the future but even if it's a big thing it will only give me a spark of serotonin for a meaningless amount of time considering all the rest of my life I've been miserable. And future in general isn't looking good, lower wages, higher rent and higher prices in general, racism, karens, crime, human trafficking, organ harvesting, rape, murder, sick people in high places that can influence the world...

I think the problem with our thoughts pattern is that the brain is arrogant,
it cannot predict the future but it insists that it can, it likes to feed on whatever bad experiences you have in the past,
and it doesn't let go.

I'm aware the world is not perfect,
but there are just as many good people and kindness out there as opposed to all the negativities and crimes.

I literally reduced the frequency I watch news nowadays.
9 times out of 10, the news report something with intention to make you furious.
That's just silly.

It's clear we have very different views/problems. I won't judge yours, but I fear things won't be so easy for me

The pain I have to suffer waiting is far greater than what small bit of pleasure they may give

I'm not much different from you.
But what's the root problem that bothers you the most?
if thats not too personal to share

 

[Futile]

I'm aware the world is not perfect,
but there are just as many good people and kindness out there as opposed to all the negativities and crimes.

I'm sorry but this is just false. Even the kindest people become monsters when they see someone "unworthy"

 

[KleinerWolf]

I'm sorry but this is just false. Even the kindest people become monsters when they see someone "unworthy"

you are not wrong.
I guess not everyone will be likeminded.
It would be supposedly difficult for them to reach out to one another.
In that sense they are not much helpful.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I can relate. It just doesn't feel like there's any point in continuing to live if I don't have a future. I'll just be prolonging my suffering.