No energy to cbt

[divinemistress36]

Anyone want to ctb but they never have any energy to? So much work...

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Anyone want to ctb but they never have any energy to? So much work...

Present! There are times when I just want to give up on the CTB plan I have and just say "F it, i'll do this or that instead" buttt when it comes down to it i just go back on working on CTB plan I have mapped out.

 

[BlazingBob]

I've been meaning to go purchase a firearm but I just don't have the energy. I have to soon while I still have the money. I wish ctb weren't such a pain in the ass.

 

[Tionally]

Yup. Getting the things needed and actually going through with it is time taking and one of the reasons why I didn't do it yet. I don't have energy for simpler tasks and this seems too hard

 

[Ninja_Master]

Yes, too much work and no guarantee of success. It's actually very hard to kill oneself.

 

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

Like I'm ready to go in terms of method but energy wise I don't feel ready

 

[Ninja_Master]

Like I'm ready to go in terms of method but energy wise I don't feel ready

What's your method of choice?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I won't say I don't have enough energy bc I have my method ready (= BBQ, grill, tape and charcoal) but rn circumstances are not good, e.g. not alone at home among others.

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

Got the whole skeleton of the plan made up in my mind (when, how) but I am struggling doing all the needed research and preparations to ensure a smooth journey because of no energy.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I find it cruel and horrible how people have to struggle so much to die on their own terms in the first place, I hate how existence doesn't come with an permanent offswitch to just instantly cease existing in peace. In my case I'm only still trapped here as suicide methods are either risky or inaccessible, it really is far too unnecessarily difficult to die.

 

[CouldaHvBeenARock]

What's your method of choice?

Full suspension

 

[matt1968]

Yes, and not wanting to take responsibility for anything at the moment - I guess that's why I am so strong for a natural death.

 

[divinemistress36]

I keep hoping bed rotting will eventually kill me

 

[bunny_brownie9]

feeling this. Getting 1-2hrs of sleep a night and I'm exhausted, but will push through it for this

 

[Homo erectus]

Energy, weather, mood... Recently I fear that some methods could be a trap to identify people who want to escape the matrix.

 

[divinemistress36]

Energy, weather, mood... Recently I fear that some methods could be a trap to identify people who want to escape the matrix.

The elites want to keep us in this prison planet

 

[Homo erectus]

The elites want to keep us in this prison planet

The prisons are not even that big. Many ancient cities have high city walls. They aren't for defence, but prison walls. They tell people to be proud of the wall.

This comes to my mind:

 

[walkingdead2023]

I'll have energy just don't have the method! Tried the gun but I was shaking so I'm searching sn in America! Even tho I'm not really convinced about the sn method last case in America a young middle aged man who survived but was vomiting feces ( yuck) so I'm not sure sn is the right one for me.. I'm also thinking about going far from home and jump in the river where they will ever find me.. can't do anything by my at home my family all over the place

 

[divinemistress36]

I'm trying to figure out how to become enticing to a homicidal maniac so they will just kill me

 

[walkingdead2023]

I'm trying to figure out how to become enticing to a homicidal maniac so they will just kill me

I know maybe driving downtown!

 

[divinemistress36]

It seems only the people who loved life get murdered. The universe is sick