Venting No desire to even leave my house anymore

[ikadasui]

I can't handle seeing happy people anymore. I'm fucking sick of seeing at least a dozen people who I'd do anything to look like each and everywhere I fucking go. It's humiliating to me, it crushes any job I could of woken up with and I'm just done with it, and of course I'm poor so if I don't go to my jobs I'll be fired or homeless. The only comfort I can even get anymore is rpg games in which I can live as literally anybody else. I'm so fucking done with it and pretending like I care anymore

 

[IWishToDie]

I haven't left the house in 3 months! Lmao.