Venting No control

[Slimetae]

I have no control over my own life I wake up do the same shit everyday be bored ,watch tv have high libido .Which is annoying bc I haven't had sex in years or wanna be in a relationship. I don't plan on it I just wanna be alone and try todeal with my problems . Cant feed myself just dependent on other people I don't really get along with . I was the least stressed out when I was just outside on the streets. It was just peace bc ik eventually that I would die from not being able to support myself or id find the motivation to move up in life .Now I'm stuck again in the same cycle of bad habits and idk wat to do.

 

[toasterbath]

i get what u mean i feel like i'm stuck in a hole thats getting deeper and deeper everyday or trapped in a building that's burning

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it is awful living a life that is just constant suffering. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.