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Exhausted1705
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- Jun 11, 2020
- 51
I couldn't go through with hanging. I am so fucked. I could maybe take the pills today and hopefully die by Wednesday. It's so final. I am concerned about my family seeing me severely sick or dead. But I am in deep student debt and I didn't even finish the degree. I was so overwhelmed. That I tried to kill myself, was found and now my whole family knows. I have tried hanging multiple times after that but couldn't.
It's hard for me to get heroin as the cops are watching the town where I live. I would ideally love to die peacefully but it doesn't seem possible. But also I can't stay.
I am actually sad about my departure. Sometimes I have hope but what's the point?
What would make the paracetamol overdose easier? Is it even possible for me to ctb with little to no pain?
It's hard for me to get heroin as the cops are watching the town where I live. I would ideally love to die peacefully but it doesn't seem possible. But also I can't stay.
I am actually sad about my departure. Sometimes I have hope but what's the point?
What would make the paracetamol overdose easier? Is it even possible for me to ctb with little to no pain?